[ It's not an idea Bellamy wants to dwell on either because the thought of going home and just forgetting people like Wynonna and Emma exist? It actually makes him feel physically ill.
The difference between him and Wynonna is that rather than cling to the people he's afraid of losing, he's distanced himself from them, most of all Clarke. Emma is an exception, though. He hasn't quite realized that during his mission to protect his heart from getting hurt again, he forgot to include his Dominant, and now they're closer than ever.
He lets a gulp of whiskey hit the back of his throat, then - ]
Why do you think his memories came back and not Clarke's? [ He shouldn't be asking her that, like she's some kind of memory expert here, and after swallowing down a lump in his throat - ] What do you think I did wrong?
[ Because obviously he did something wrong, for his situation to have occurred differently to hers. Somehow it has to be his fault. ]
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The difference between him and Wynonna is that rather than cling to the people he's afraid of losing, he's distanced himself from them, most of all Clarke. Emma is an exception, though. He hasn't quite realized that during his mission to protect his heart from getting hurt again, he forgot to include his Dominant, and now they're closer than ever.
He lets a gulp of whiskey hit the back of his throat, then - ]
Why do you think his memories came back and not Clarke's? [ He shouldn't be asking her that, like she's some kind of memory expert here, and after swallowing down a lump in his throat - ] What do you think I did wrong?
[ Because obviously he did something wrong, for his situation to have occurred differently to hers. Somehow it has to be his fault. ]