[ She doesn't let her hand stray away from her glass, casually tilting it in her fingers, and can't help but spare an idle thought of thanks for the fact that they haven't been interrupted, that she hasn't been pulled away from him for something else at the worst possible moment. One of the unspoken advantages of being the de facto boss, apparently, but also judging by the shared expression on their faces, it probably doesn't look like the right time to bug her either.
She's gotten bits and pieces of the life he had before showing up here, those stories he's chosen to share with her, and going from that to this has to be an adjustment. There are days when she feels like she should be doing something else, something more — but what can she do without any demons around to fight? Her smile is closer to sympathetic this time. ] I get it.
[ It's never not going to be complicated; the second feelings enter the equation, it always makes things more difficult, and she knows he cares about Clarke. If he didn't, he wouldn't be thinking twice, or three or five or however many times he's debated this with himself. There's more than one factor at play here, making this far from a simple decision. She chuckles a little nevertheless, when he musters up that smile. ] Oh, you too, huh? Well, speaking as a chronic screw-up, the odds of it happening every time are almost impossible.
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She's gotten bits and pieces of the life he had before showing up here, those stories he's chosen to share with her, and going from that to this has to be an adjustment. There are days when she feels like she should be doing something else, something more — but what can she do without any demons around to fight? Her smile is closer to sympathetic this time. ] I get it.
[ It's never not going to be complicated; the second feelings enter the equation, it always makes things more difficult, and she knows he cares about Clarke. If he didn't, he wouldn't be thinking twice, or three or five or however many times he's debated this with himself. There's more than one factor at play here, making this far from a simple decision. She chuckles a little nevertheless, when he musters up that smile. ] Oh, you too, huh? Well, speaking as a chronic screw-up, the odds of it happening every time are almost impossible.