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Wasn't going to.
[ He's not stupid... He'll just think it instead. ]
That's what I said about me and Emma in the beginning.
[ He's not stupid... He'll just think it instead. ]
That's what I said about me and Emma in the beginning.
Things aren’t like that with us— not that I don’t care about him. We met back at Ft Harmony.
But there’s someone else. Sort of? It’s complicated.
But there’s someone else. Sort of? It’s complicated.
I can't believe you've been here for over a year.
Me neither.
But if I can survive here this long without losing my shit, so can you. And we both know you're the stronger sibling.
But if I can survive here this long without losing my shit, so can you. And we both know you're the stronger sibling.
I don't think anyone has a simple relationship here, Raven.
I'm glad you're trusting people again though.
I'm glad you're trusting people again though.
I didn't make friends, I had them. One really good friend, and a girlfriend. And then one really good friend and a boyfriend. I've gotten better at it. I have a group of friends. I'll get one here.
Edited 2019-12-13 19:17 (UTC)
yeah, well. I'm still not used to this place, and I don't think I ever want to be.
I guess. There are still good people out there. And this place does a number on us all.
I guess. There are still good people out there. And this place does a number on us all.
You'll figure it out. Nothing's too complicated for you.
I've got news too. You'll never guess who showed up...
Octavia.
I've got news too. You'll never guess who showed up...
Octavia.
[There’s a pause.] How is she?
How are you? With her here?
How are you? With her here?
She's Octavia.
She misses Lincoln... not because he's gone. He's still alive for her.
I've missed her so much, you have no idea.
She misses Lincoln... not because he's gone. He's still alive for her.
I've missed her so much, you have no idea.
So one really good friend and a Dominant if that's how the pattern goes.
It can't be easy meeting your quota with people who aren't your boyfriend. Mentally, I mean. [ Physically it's very easy. ]
It can't be easy meeting your quota with people who aren't your boyfriend. Mentally, I mean. [ Physically it's very easy. ]
She’s from before... everything.
I’m glad you have her.
I’m glad you have her.
I never wanted this for her. For her to feel trapped again.
I know she's not a kid, she can take care of herself, but you'll tell me if you hear her getting into anything dangerous?
I know she's not a kid, she can take care of herself, but you'll tell me if you hear her getting into anything dangerous?
No one wants to be here, Bell. You can't blame yourself for that.
There's a lot you don't know. We both need to keep an eye on her. I know she isn't the same person now-- this place just has the possibility of bringing out the worst in us.
[And she knows what that looks like for Octavia.]
There's a lot you don't know. We both need to keep an eye on her. I know she isn't the same person now-- this place just has the possibility of bringing out the worst in us.
[And she knows what that looks like for Octavia.]
Since always.
Since you lived your childhood under the floor and didn't come out a crazy person.
Since you lived your childhood under the floor and didn't come out a crazy person.
I'm glad you're soldiering on.
At least no one's hunting you here.
At least no one's hunting you here.
A lot I don't know?
This is my second shot with her. She won't go off the rails. I'll make sure of it.
This is my second shot with her. She won't go off the rails. I'll make sure of it.
There's a lot you haven't lived through, yet.
As long as she's got you, I hope. I'm glad you're trying. [Not that she blames the Bellamy in her time for not. But things can be different here. She does know that. Octavia hasn't lived through enough things, and she isn't likely to gain the power that she had back home.]
As long as she's got you, I hope. I'm glad you're trying. [Not that she blames the Bellamy in her time for not. But things can be different here. She does know that. Octavia hasn't lived through enough things, and she isn't likely to gain the power that she had back home.]
I don't know what you're trying to say she's capable of in the future... but I need to focus on how she is now. If I show her how much I love her, she'll be okay. I can be a better brother.
I know you didn't message me to debate your sanity so what's up?
You feeling okay?
You feeling okay?
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