I know you do. [ He knows her background; the story behind that gun of hers. It's why he probably he feels so comfortable talking about this with her - because their lives are far from ordinary. ]

Chronic screw-ups make the best kissers, though. [ He raises his glass to clink it against hers with a wink. ] At least we've got that going for us...

So now you know why I was living like a hermit. [ At least he used past tense there - at least he's on the mend. ] I'm just glad I've had Emma this whole time... [ But wait, how was he living like a hermit if he was with Emma? That doesn't exactly add up... Here he is, thinking he's done such a good job pushing everyone away, when he's actually closer to Emma than... well, anyone. Great job you did there, Bellamy. ] I don't know what I would have done without her... She's been incredible.

[ Incredible. That's quite the word to describe someone... ]