I know you do. [ He knows her background; the story behind that gun of hers. It's why he probably he feels so comfortable talking about this with her - because their lives are far from ordinary. ]
Chronic screw-ups make the best kissers, though. [ He raises his glass to clink it against hers with a wink. ] At least we've got that going for us...
So now you know why I was living like a hermit. [ At least he used past tense there - at least he's on the mend. ] I'm just glad I've had Emma this whole time... [ But wait, how was he living like a hermit if he was with Emma? That doesn't exactly add up... Here he is, thinking he's done such a good job pushing everyone away, when he's actually closer to Emma than... well, anyone. Great job you did there, Bellamy. ] I don't know what I would have done without her... She's been incredible.
[ Incredible. That's quite the word to describe someone... ]
It's 'cause we really put in a hell of a lot of effort to make sure we don't mess that up, too. [ That smile veers closer to a smirk when he nudges their glasses together with an accompanying chime, and it's a sentiment she can drink to at least.
But her face adopts a look of notable interest when he brings up Emma, someone she doesn't know very well personally even if she's already heard about the two of them being contracted. What surprises Wynonna more, though, is how he talks about her, because it's news that they've become this close, or at least close in the way where he's describing her in very specific, very positive terms — complete with the tone his voice adopts when she becomes the subject of conversation. ]
Yeah? [ Between the two of them, and what they've both found, maybe it's something that's been going around lately. ] Guess I didn't have to worry about you too much after all.
[ Her quick-witted response makes him laugh. Maybe there's some truth to it because he never half-asses a kiss. ]
Yeah... I guess Fort Harmony was a turning point for us. [ He hates everything that went down during that time but he can't say some good didn't come out of it - it really brought them closer, even before the mess with Clarke began. ]
She makes it impossible to be miserable around her so... I've been in safe hands. [ He appreciates her worrying about him though and reaches out to touch her arm, giving it an affectionate squeeze. ]
So, what's been going on with you? [ He asks after another sip of whiskey. ] Any screw ups to rival my own?
[ She's encouraged to see that reaction from him, even if they're already turning away from a heavier subject; it prompts her to reach for the bottle again, though not for them to drown their sorrows as she might have originally suggested. Nah, this time it sounds like they have something to celebrate. ]
Was a turning point for a lot of people. [ She can definitely pinpoint it as the moment that changed things for her and Frank too, not only because she'd believed him dead in the chaos of the explosion and the mass escape that had followed, but what it had forced her to realize after the fact when he'd eventually returned.
She glances up to Bellamy's face when that hand drops to her arm, a smile springing to her mouth. ]
Nah, but not for lack of trying. [ She's amazed she hasn't racked up more in that category lately, and things on her end have been so good that now it's a matter of just waiting for that pesky shoe to drop. ] Why certain folks are willing to put up with me, I'll never know.
[ Bellamy just pulls a face at her at that. ] Shut up, you're a catch.
[ He doesn't think anyone just "puts up" with her, though maybe her sister would say that, but so would his own in a teasing way. People like to be around Wynonna - that's just common knowledge - and he sees that with how many people come to the bar, people like him who hang around for the company of the bartender more than they do for the alcohol. ]
[ The real person who accomplishes a hell of a lot will be the one who manages to help Wynonna ditch her tendency for self-deprecating humor — really, she's never been one to talk herself up at all, so why would this conversation be any different?
Still, his comment prompts a wider grin as she ducks her head slightly, and when she finally looks up again there might be a different smile there, the one she tries to hide when she's talking about the person who matters. ]
There might be someone. Shit, I don't really know what we are, and I'm never gonna be the girl who has those types of define-the-relationship talks, but — he's different. I trust him, you know? And trust goes a long way with me.
[ Define-the-relationship talks are definitely dangerous territory, especially where they are now. Sure there are risks of losing someone back home, but there are even greater ones here where someone you care deeply about could disappear back to their world and never return, like the relationship you built never happened, like you never existed to them. ]
I don't necessarily think you need to define it for it to be important. [ He has a lot of relationships like that, where they demonstrate with actions because there aren't a lot of quiet moments to talk about it. ]
No. He isn't. [ And therein lies the difficulty of this, whatever it is between them — regardless of what they have here, sooner or later they're going to have to give it up. She'd believed that moment had come sooner rather than later after the fort, but it turned out Frank's disappearance had only been temporary. Still, she's had to wake up to the loss of so many friends since she showed up here, and she's not about to kid herself that the same couldn't happen to either one of them. The real kicker is that going back means forgetting everything, this place and everyone in it, forgetting what she has.
But rather than it leading her to push her friends away, she's focused on clinging to them even harder, to making the time she has with them count before she has to leave it behind. ]
And I think you get why that's got its own special set of issues attached to it. [ Because of Emma, and what she clearly means to him. ]
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Chronic screw-ups make the best kissers, though. [ He raises his glass to clink it against hers with a wink. ] At least we've got that going for us...
So now you know why I was living like a hermit. [ At least he used past tense there - at least he's on the mend. ] I'm just glad I've had Emma this whole time... [ But wait, how was he living like a hermit if he was with Emma? That doesn't exactly add up... Here he is, thinking he's done such a good job pushing everyone away, when he's actually closer to Emma than... well, anyone. Great job you did there, Bellamy. ] I don't know what I would have done without her... She's been incredible.
[ Incredible. That's quite the word to describe someone... ]
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But her face adopts a look of notable interest when he brings up Emma, someone she doesn't know very well personally even if she's already heard about the two of them being contracted. What surprises Wynonna more, though, is how he talks about her, because it's news that they've become this close, or at least close in the way where he's describing her in very specific, very positive terms — complete with the tone his voice adopts when she becomes the subject of conversation. ]
Yeah? [ Between the two of them, and what they've both found, maybe it's something that's been going around lately. ] Guess I didn't have to worry about you too much after all.
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Yeah... I guess Fort Harmony was a turning point for us. [ He hates everything that went down during that time but he can't say some good didn't come out of it - it really brought them closer, even before the mess with Clarke began. ]
She makes it impossible to be miserable around her so... I've been in safe hands. [ He appreciates her worrying about him though and reaches out to touch her arm, giving it an affectionate squeeze. ]
So, what's been going on with you? [ He asks after another sip of whiskey. ] Any screw ups to rival my own?
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Was a turning point for a lot of people. [ She can definitely pinpoint it as the moment that changed things for her and Frank too, not only because she'd believed him dead in the chaos of the explosion and the mass escape that had followed, but what it had forced her to realize after the fact when he'd eventually returned.
She glances up to Bellamy's face when that hand drops to her arm, a smile springing to her mouth. ]
Nah, but not for lack of trying. [ She's amazed she hasn't racked up more in that category lately, and things on her end have been so good that now it's a matter of just waiting for that pesky shoe to drop. ] Why certain folks are willing to put up with me, I'll never know.
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[ He doesn't think anyone just "puts up" with her, though maybe her sister would say that, but so would his own in a teasing way. People like to be around Wynonna - that's just common knowledge - and he sees that with how many people come to the bar, people like him who hang around for the company of the bartender more than they do for the alcohol. ]
Name one person you think puts up with you.
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Still, his comment prompts a wider grin as she ducks her head slightly, and when she finally looks up again there might be a different smile there, the one she tries to hide when she's talking about the person who matters. ]
There might be someone. Shit, I don't really know what we are, and I'm never gonna be the girl who has those types of define-the-relationship talks, but — he's different. I trust him, you know? And trust goes a long way with me.
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I don't necessarily think you need to define it for it to be important. [ He has a lot of relationships like that, where they demonstrate with actions because there aren't a lot of quiet moments to talk about it. ]
Is he from your world?
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But rather than it leading her to push her friends away, she's focused on clinging to them even harder, to making the time she has with them count before she has to leave it behind. ]
And I think you get why that's got its own special set of issues attached to it. [ Because of Emma, and what she clearly means to him. ]