If I had a shot for every time you say you're fine...
It's bad when you think about how long we've been trapped here, but since I don't have a lot to look forward to back home, I'm not exactly rushing to leave.
especially given the way d'avin left, especially given the reasons he left, she refuses to acknowledge that she's broken. she's always known that she's damaged, of course, but — d'avin left like she was too damaged for repair, too broken to talk to and go forward with.
anger and denial are the only ways she knows to deal with that sort of thing. ]
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[ she's not ]
a year, huh? not bad
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It's bad when you think about how long we've been trapped here, but since I don't have a lot to look forward to back home, I'm not exactly rushing to leave.
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i figure i'm going to treat it as a holiday and make the best of this shithole
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Did you come back the same designation?
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be too much to hope for to come back a dom
so yeah
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luckier if this place realised the categories are shit
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You missed me swapping genders for a day.
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somehow, that's worse
did you enjoy it?
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[ But he was stupid enough to fall for the "try these innocent spices" trick. ]
Once I lightened up a little and learnt it wasn't permanent, it was actually a pretty fun and enlightening experience.
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[ or did she guess that already? ]
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[ obviously ]
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It's good to get a woman's perspective on things.
She also switched genders and looked unfairly handsome as a man.
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I'm sure you would have made an attractive male too so it's probably a good thing you missed it for the sake of my ego.
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it might happen again
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[ still open about sex but nothing else. ]
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why fix something that's not broken
[ bc she's clearly not!! ]
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[ she refuses
especially given the way d'avin left, especially given the reasons he left, she refuses to acknowledge that she's broken. she's always known that she's damaged, of course, but — d'avin left like she was too damaged for repair, too broken to talk to and go forward with.
anger and denial are the only ways she knows to deal with that sort of thing. ]
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[ It's hard to tell by text if he's offended her or not. ]
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but this way, she can pretend she's not bothered at all and that's better ]
obviously