I know. I never wanted this for you, even if it means we're together again.
You're not gonna be here forever. Neither am I. I'm not delusional. I'm just trying to hold on to what happiness I have here before everything falls to shit again back home.
My priorities might be different here but you're still one of them.
You deserve to be happy. You didn't do anything wrong, you met someone and fell in love.
[ Octavia would never hold that against him because she knows what that's like. he's just like her, falling in love with someone he's not supposed to be with.]
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It's surviving back home. It's living when I'm with her.
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But all this place has done so far is put me into a role I don't want, and dress me up like something I'm not. I don't belong here.
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You're not gonna be here forever. Neither am I. I'm not delusional. I'm just trying to hold on to what happiness I have here before everything falls to shit again back home.
My priorities might be different here but you're still one of them.
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[ Octavia would never hold that against him because she knows what that's like. he's just like her, falling in love with someone he's not supposed to be with.]
I'm going to try, just like you did. I have to.
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I'll make the effort to try again.
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You've spent your whole life looking out for me. I can do this on my own.
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Accepting help doesn't make you weak, O.
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[ You know he's annoyed when he's using her full name. ]
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[ hey big brother, two can play at that game.]
I'm not going to let you risk losing what you have here just because I told you I want to go home.
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Hope you have better luck than I did.
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