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ʙᴇʟʟᴀᴍʏ ʙʟᴀᴋᴇ ([personal profile] skaikrudad) wrote2025-09-25 10:49 pm

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[personal profile] earps 2019-05-30 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her hand slips free of his, but she only goes as far as curling her fingers around the base of her own glass, gaze briefly dropping towards the contents — and maybe she uses taking a sip from it as an excuse to mull over Bellamy's question, trying to decide what she would want if it was her in the situation.

It's a tough one with seemingly no right answer in sight, and she doesn't need to say that part out loud because she knows he's been in it already, weighing how to handle this and still uncertain on how best to move forward. ]


I don't — I don't know. [ And that's the most honest answer she can give right off the bat, especially when she hasn't had as much time to think about this as Bellamy has. She sets her glass down, but keeps her hand wrapped around it. ] But is that what it's about for you here? Just surviving? Even after everything?

[ She presses her lips into a firm line, an expression of deep consideration falling over her features. ] Wouldn't keeping the truth from her be worse if she ever finds out about it somewhere down the line?
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[personal profile] earps 2019-05-30 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She doesn't let her hand stray away from her glass, casually tilting it in her fingers, and can't help but spare an idle thought of thanks for the fact that they haven't been interrupted, that she hasn't been pulled away from him for something else at the worst possible moment. One of the unspoken advantages of being the de facto boss, apparently, but also judging by the shared expression on their faces, it probably doesn't look like the right time to bug her either.

She's gotten bits and pieces of the life he had before showing up here, those stories he's chosen to share with her, and going from that to this has to be an adjustment. There are days when she feels like she should be doing something else, something more — but what can she do without any demons around to fight? Her smile is closer to sympathetic this time. ]
I get it.

[ It's never not going to be complicated; the second feelings enter the equation, it always makes things more difficult, and she knows he cares about Clarke. If he didn't, he wouldn't be thinking twice, or three or five or however many times he's debated this with himself. There's more than one factor at play here, making this far from a simple decision. She chuckles a little nevertheless, when he musters up that smile. ] Oh, you too, huh? Well, speaking as a chronic screw-up, the odds of it happening every time are almost impossible.
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[personal profile] earps 2019-05-30 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It's 'cause we really put in a hell of a lot of effort to make sure we don't mess that up, too. [ That smile veers closer to a smirk when he nudges their glasses together with an accompanying chime, and it's a sentiment she can drink to at least.

But her face adopts a look of notable interest when he brings up Emma, someone she doesn't know very well personally even if she's already heard about the two of them being contracted. What surprises Wynonna more, though, is how he talks about her, because it's news that they've become this close, or at least close in the way where he's describing her in very specific, very positive terms — complete with the tone his voice adopts when she becomes the subject of conversation. ]


Yeah? [ Between the two of them, and what they've both found, maybe it's something that's been going around lately. ] Guess I didn't have to worry about you too much after all.
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[personal profile] earps 2019-06-03 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's encouraged to see that reaction from him, even if they're already turning away from a heavier subject; it prompts her to reach for the bottle again, though not for them to drown their sorrows as she might have originally suggested. Nah, this time it sounds like they have something to celebrate. ]

Was a turning point for a lot of people. [ She can definitely pinpoint it as the moment that changed things for her and Frank too, not only because she'd believed him dead in the chaos of the explosion and the mass escape that had followed, but what it had forced her to realize after the fact when he'd eventually returned.

She glances up to Bellamy's face when that hand drops to her arm, a smile springing to her mouth. ]


Nah, but not for lack of trying. [ She's amazed she hasn't racked up more in that category lately, and things on her end have been so good that now it's a matter of just waiting for that pesky shoe to drop. ] Why certain folks are willing to put up with me, I'll never know.
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[personal profile] earps 2019-06-10 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The real person who accomplishes a hell of a lot will be the one who manages to help Wynonna ditch her tendency for self-deprecating humor — really, she's never been one to talk herself up at all, so why would this conversation be any different?

Still, his comment prompts a wider grin as she ducks her head slightly, and when she finally looks up again there might be a different smile there, the one she tries to hide when she's talking about the person who matters. ]


There might be someone. Shit, I don't really know what we are, and I'm never gonna be the girl who has those types of define-the-relationship talks, but — he's different. I trust him, you know? And trust goes a long way with me.
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[personal profile] earps 2019-07-09 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
No. He isn't. [ And therein lies the difficulty of this, whatever it is between them — regardless of what they have here, sooner or later they're going to have to give it up. She'd believed that moment had come sooner rather than later after the fort, but it turned out Frank's disappearance had only been temporary. Still, she's had to wake up to the loss of so many friends since she showed up here, and she's not about to kid herself that the same couldn't happen to either one of them. The real kicker is that going back means forgetting everything, this place and everyone in it, forgetting what she has.

But rather than it leading her to push her friends away, she's focused on clinging to them even harder, to making the time she has with them count before she has to leave it behind. ]


And I think you get why that's got its own special set of issues attached to it. [ Because of Emma, and what she clearly means to him. ]